Friday 13

Up down up down, why.  Why cant my moods just stay steady.  I dont want this anymore I really dont, up down up down.  Not realizing what I have and why I am not happy sometimes.  I know it will all change again tomorrow and then again and then again. Just pissed off today, with the inability to kick this shift in moods, insecurity, what ....... it just doesnt seem worth it, every week the same thing ..... want some relief it has to come soon it really does.